Stupid, stupid, stupid

Only two years out of college and I already feel like I've lost all of my intellectual prowess. Writing a short essay about myself is simply killing me.

Part of it is that I feel like everything I write comes out in Idiot.
Part of it is that I don't feel worthy to apply to such a prestigious school.
Part of it is that I'm beginning to realize just how little of this whole process I control.

Control is one of my weaknesses. I like to be the one calling the shots. It's not that I'm bossy...ask anyone, I'm not. It's just that I like knowing what's going to happen.

I hate writing for an audience I don't know.
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